To my muse

I'm going to tell you everything
cos if i continue to hold it in
i'll explode!
I'm going to go down this road
then hold my breath
either way i face certain death

I'm going to tell you about your smile
actually, your laughter
this might be a disaster
but it cant wait anymore
i'm going to open this door
and say i cant NOT think of you
i've tried to play it cool
but if i dont break the rules
and take this chance
i might forever kill romance

I'm going to tell you about my heart
how i gave it away and had it ripped apart
and how i reciprocated such pain
if romance dies you share the blame
i'm gonna say... i hope i find the words
just wanna get to know you
understand you and what you go through
and find out how to fix what hurts

I'm gonna do it, i'm gonna call you... no!
i'm gonna find you and tell you so
there's so much built up i just have to let go
it might backfire but i have to try this
i'm going to tell you... once i'm over my laryngitis...