Lilac

I hit send when i know i shouldnt
you're my favourite mistake
think of you when i'm sleeping
dream of you when i'm awake

I dont wanna fight
but you insist on being conquered
lets do this right
love should be co-sponsored

Hesitiation
i can spot it from a mile away
what does it mean for me
to love you a smile a day?

Its just i've been here before
i've kinda seen how this ends
lets stop while we can
and just be friends

No, i'm not chicken
you just dont know what i do
the truth is a bitter pill
but you shouldnt be lied to

This will hurt
but the way you're smiling at me now
says i cant give you up
dont want to, dont know how

Fuck it, life's too short
promise you'll have my back
just before you knock me out
i could swear i smelt lilacs.