Whispers (Affairs in The Office Chapter 3)

"(Its a gamble...)
I have no clue what i'm about to say
and if you want to leave, i'll move out your way
but i believe every man has the right to ramble
i mean if its something that could rescue a soul
then its important, right?
its okay to look stupid if on the whole
stupidity wins the fight

And you're out of sight

What i mean is i hate this place,
this job, this life, this face
my friends, my clothes and that goddamned work space!!
i hate who i am in a place like this
is it mad to believe you can be saved by a kiss?
I hate everything about this office
but here i stand
much as i'd hoped but not like i planned
where i dream of being everyday
next to you not knowing what to say

except that you're the "why"

cant put this right no matter how much i try
but i've seen the parts of you that hurt
you see, we come to work
and instinctively perform
yet maybe something in us refuses to conform
like how you hum to yourself even though its forbidden
and all your desk ornaments that you keep so well hidden
i'm not even spying on you from where i sit
just been searching for a reason and i know you're it
why keep coming here if it fills me with hate?
why take on extra loads and stay to work late?
why put myself though all that work puts me through?

why even bother? well that "why" is you

if i'm freakin you out, i'll be done in a minute
they say nothings worth doing if its got no love in it
cant carry this around any more on my chest
its so rare that i'm with you away from the rest
but i've been dying to tell you that when we're alone
well home..., you feel like home..."