The first good sex

We've begun to change forever
stripped away the protective padding
exposing the real
i sit up in bed subtracting and adding
the way i feel
about us continuing this together

The curse of the first good taste
now i know who you truly are
not just the job you hate or the cool car
i know your dirty laundry, your favourite channel
you're this living, breathing, feeling mammal
hell, i know your choice of toothpaste!

It was fine before we knew
when i was still falling in love with you
no worries
but tonight i sampled your soul
with no hurries
we took our time
establishing rhythm and rhyme
as i began to devour you whole
and i recall, right before you climaxed,
tensions heightened
for a second you looked almost frightened
then your body tightened and let loose
the exotic flavour of your love juice,
and in my mind, i asked:

Is this the end?

You have begun to change forever
looking at you, i dont see my friend
i see a change in the weather
we can never go back
after the first good sex
we cant just ignore that
i am me and you do what you do best
but not yet
tonight we were free
we'll change, but will we regret?
not me
cos you whispered something, in your look of fright
you said: "Thank you for being in love with me tonight."